i feel depleted and fatigued. things are still the best they've ever been. … [Read more...] about 21/9/20 | mood: exhausted
26/5/16 | on Mere’s bedroom floor
2/3/16 | 12.20am | notes to self
some notes to self: amitriptyline works, keep taking it go to the library early tomorrow and write some stuff or get something ready to post on your blog stay calm about charlie it will be … [Read more...] about 2/3/16 | 12.20am | notes to self
13/12/15 | god bless
god bless sweet, ripe summer cherries and Hawke’s Bay wine. god bless guns and ammunition. god bless switchblades and misfits. god bless little blue pills and dark chocolate and rat bites and … [Read more...] about 13/12/15 | god bless
25/10/15 | 7.15am | letter to charlie
i know you, charlie. i know that you are so much more than your issues, your coping mechanisms, your behaviour, or your attitude. you have forgiven me enough times that you must know that i am so much … [Read more...] about 25/10/15 | 7.15am | letter to charlie
