nearly a new year. i think the last time i resolved to 'write everyday' was new year's day, 2018. or was it 2019? i dunno. i didn't even bother kidding myself in 2020. year i had the most to write … [Read more...] about 28/12/20 | deadlines
oohhhh fuck bloody hell i’ve set myself a word count target and now i don’t think i can hit it. i want to write about the US election, and about driving, and the sunset and the hawk i saw, and the … [Read more...] about 9/11/16 | ah, fuck
i can tolerate this kind of weather pretty well. clear blue sky and sunshine. my natural instinct is to avoid days like this. opposite-actioned myself out of bed and into the sunlight. i … [Read more...] about 21/8/16 | hiding
i was dead for most of my life. for all i know there’s a tumour in my brain right now. a blood clot somewhere. death could come any time. sometimes i’m fine with it. sometimes not. the sense of … [Read more...] about undated post-Ashburn entry.